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Re: cutting her wrists

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Date: 20 Dec 2006
Time: 15:55:22
Remote Name: 216.57.172.91

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hi my name is shasta Hanson and i am 16 years old and i have been cutting for about three or four years i don't really remember because i have a really bad memory. well just about 5 months ago my mom was sitting in the bathtub and i went in to get something and she glanced over at my arm and asked me what had happned and asked me if i had been cutting my wrists and i bursted up with tears and said yes at that time she was out of the tub and dressed we were all ready to go shopping and she took me to the hosbitle and i was there for about five hours she had me take a drug test, which didn't make me mad because my mom and i have had proublems and she kicked me out of her house and made me live with my dad(they devorsed about 1 1/2 years ago)and i had told her that i smoked weed, well anyways she also gave me a pregnicy test and that made me really sad because i had never had sex, but after that i said screw it and i met a guy who i thought i loved and i had sex with him, turned out he just wanted in my pants but thats how life is. ever since then i have never been with a guy and by that i mean even have a bf. but that really hurt me when my mom gave me that test. but ever since then i have had to go to a scicologist to talk to every week. it hasn't really helped i still cut but of corse i am going to tell my parents that i don't because it hust them so much but ever since my mom found out i havn't done it as much but now i do it in places that are not visible like my tummy, leg, and chest. it's like it is so hard to quit it takes most of my anger and sadness away well some times. i have no perfect life like some people say like when i was younger my parents were pot heads and they never payed attention to us,my mom told me this, i don't really remember to much about me being younger or maybe i can't because i just don't want to. well anyways i do and always will remember when i was about 13 almost 14 my dad and mom were in a huge fight and my dad picked up my mom and threw her acrost the room and her words were CALL THE COPS!!!! i ran outside crying i have told 1 person that the one person i thought that was my bestfriend but she wasn't well anyways my brother is a very violent person and i am very afraid of him and that is why i loved living with my mom but he always hit me all the time and worse when i was younger like 8 yrs old he would make me do sexual things to him and if i wouldn't then he would thriten me so i didn't know any beter and i did them he was 10 yrs old and he made his 8 yr old litter sister do these horrible things to him. but he is 18 now and he is still very vilont that is why i am writting this i was at home and my aunt and her son,Camren 14, has been living with us off and on well camren really pissed him off and perri, his mom, stuck up for him and perri's bf almost hit him but perri held him back and well i dunno but they gave me a ride up to the resorce center a little place where there are computters that any kids and adults can use i was reasearching about people who cut and i found this sorry i didn't mean to tell you my like whole life story but i figured writting everything down would make me not want to cut anymore and it did i live in a little town called marsing population like 800 and my life is hell i think all the time why am i here i think of ending my life all the time i just think how much less proublems everyone would have but i don't know i really don't think i will do it i just think a lot of the time if you want to write back you can write me on myspace thats all i have that i can remember my password on to write to people but my email on myspace.com is no caps. sodapop012s@hotmail.com or if you would rather call me my # is (208)-841-5319 my name is shasta hanson well never mind why would you even want to talk to me i am just some stupid teenager never mind thank you and have a nice day

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